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My Birthday Gift. Set free to Be Still.


I can't sit still.  My mind doesn't like to be still.  As far back as I can remember I have had an internal foot on the accelerator of my life.   

Part of it is personality and temperament.  Part of it is experiences from my past.

This weekend, I took a Christian Leadership Coaching workshop with Tony Stolzfus as a birthday present. While the books, materials and class gave me the information to help me move forward in my goals...it was the experience as a coachee that transformed my heart. 
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 I experienced God in a way that I have never done before.  Having someone truly listen and ask about the cries of my heart, set me free.  

Set me free...to be still.


I am enough.  God has created me.  I don't have to be more or do more.  My value and my worth is not dependent on earning them.  While I know in my mind the truth of God's Word- I've been driven with such a desire to prove that I am worthwhile that I am completely wearing myself out.  

My Heart's Cry and my number one goal is to be still.  To rest.  Physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally.   I want to know Jesus more and more.  To sit beside my father and rest my head on his shoulder for a moment and to bask in His love.  

 
 Knowing that He loves me and I am enough to Him.  He loves my precociousness and insatiable curiosity.  He sees my vulnerability and transparency as a gift.  It is o.k. that no one else knows what to do with me.  He does.

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