So...it would be so unlike me to make a decision on the run. (O.k. maybe very like me.) Yesterday was one of those days. Feelings of guilt, pride and determination are all involved. I had visited with a landscaper his opinion on the best tree for my yard as I grieve the loss of three large trees. "Hawthorn," he said. "I think I know of one."
We both left the conversation with expectations of a different perspective. So yesterday, the equipment and the tree arrived.
Honestly, I was so excited and thrilled to have a quality tree planted professionally. It is a beautiful tree and placed right where I dreamed a tree being.
However, I feel guilty for this huge splurge and the effects it will have on our budget. Then, I remembered "opportunity cost!"
The garage sale I have been threatening and half planning?
Well, it is ON now! My desire to declutter and dejunk has now been accelerated.
I have the tree. It is planted in the perfect location, where it will soak in rainwater from a downspout.
Small rocks placed with prayers for my boys will be growing within the roots of the tree as I nurture them both.
"Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to Him, "Teacher, rebuke Your disciples." 'But Jesus answered, "I tell you, if these become silent, the stones will cry out!"Luke 19:39-40
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