When the pain of the same is greater then the pain of change...I quit!

“We change our behavior when the pain of staying the same becomes greater than the pain of changing. Consequences give us the pain that motivates us to change.”― Henry Cloud

Unless, of course, you might be like me. Pain is just a signal to work harder, try harder and drive harder.

Bow my head and keep bashing it against the wall!

I'm a very slow learner. After giving every ounce of energy to fight for what I believe in for the past eleven years, I realize it really doesn't matter. I truly believed I could convince others of right and wrong and show the relevance of the work I did.

Maybe, my passion would ignite a vision!

All I truly did, was wear myself out.

No, I'm not cynical, I'm broken.

Worker harder is just not working.

It is time for a change. I'm terrified. I'm thrilled.

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HEART'S CRY

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