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Broken Trust


Nothing hurts or damages as much as broken trust.

 Trust is a precious commodity.  Not to be given away lightly.  Nor taken lightly.

I believe in everyone and the positive intentionality of those I get to walk with daily.  

 Trust.  Believing someone else will have your back.  Will do what they say.  Will do the right things.  

Confidence that they have my best interest at heart.  Trusting them to be honest and forthright.

 Today, I grieve.

 The loss of a friendship.  The loss of trust.

 The loss of my own misguided beliefs. 

 Today, I'm disappointed.  In myself.  For wanting to see what wasn't there.  For depending on a person too much and putting too much on one relationship.  For turning to someone else, when only God can meet that need.

 Today, I'm reflecting.  On my character.  I wanted so badly to please, that I lost sight of what was right.  

 When my desire to please another person becomes greater than wanting to please God and staying true and honest to myself, I stray off the path God has for me.  Cutting edges and letting expectations fall in order to maintain a relationship and a status quo.

 A reminder.  An alarm.   A painful lesson.

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