Skip to main content

What's Trying to Chase You Down


Reading 4 Points Coaching Blog this  morning and was intrigued by this question:   What's trying to chase you down?  What have you been running from?  What desire sneaks up on you in the quiet moments of your life?  

I woke up this morning at 3 with my Heart's Cry on my mind.  So many young families are struggling.  When Dads and Moms struggle then kids struggle.  When Pastors struggle...then churches do.

For me it is the desire to have a small piece of land to provide a retreat for those young families in the ministry in small churches who are worn out and struggling with the calling on their life.  To provide support, coaching and counsel to the entire family.  Pastors, spouses and children.  To provide a respite for their bodies, minds, hearts and their souls.  To encourage and fan the flame of their desires and their strengths.

Not just a quiet place to get a way but a place to BE in.  A hospital for wounded and hurting families who have been on the front lines of battle and left with physical, mental and spiritual scars.  Hurting people tend to have warped perspectives and motives so hurting Pastors create hurting churches.  What better way to touch those who are trying to serve others in their communities?

It scares me.  How would I fund this?  All of the questions.  Where?  What?  When? How?

And yet...it is chasing me down!!!



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Starting a Journey

September 3, 2010 Originally posted How to Begin a Journey 1. Pick a destination or simply start. 2. Plan a detailed itinerary or just take the first step. 3. Pack everything or travel lightly. I am choosing to just begin. To leave behind the baggage, pick up a day pack, and go. Several nights before we moved to Ogallala, I was praying about the transition when I heard that still, small voice of God. In that moment, I knew He heard my Heart's Cry. He hears every whispered plea, every unspoken longing. If I truly sit with that truth, it humbles me. What courage, boldness, passion, and decisiveness I have when I remember: He never leaves or forsakes me. He provides for my every need according to His riches in glory. My hope is to encourage you He hears your Heart's Cry too.

1940 Canned Apple Butter: Family Root Cellar

I loved exploration as a child.  From opening the door and going down the stairs to get something from my Grandma's root cellar or exploring old homesteads while checking cows.  I credit my Mom with teaching us to appreciate those things that represented the people who had gone before us. When I moved with my husband and boys to a house on the family ranch-I began exploring immediately.  This was the house my Aunt and Uncle lived in during my childhood.  My Grandparents had lived there and many other families dating back to 1900 when it was built.   With two little boys in tow, I made my way to the root cellar and found a treasure cove.  Old text books belonging to the original family who had been a teacher, the original medicine cupboard, tools, trash and memorabilia.   I felt like an archeologist sifting through layers of debris representing generations and culture.  And I was.  I hauled truckloads of trash to the dump (some...

Diabetes-Opened to Disease OR Open to Connecting to my Strengths

I've tried living in denial for two years after the big D diagnoses was handed over.  Honestly, I just don't want to talk about it.  Outwardly seemly calm and disconnected from it.  Inwardly terrified. As a plant that is stressed is open to disease, injury and death so to our bodies are.  I opened myself up to this.  Stress, lack of sleep, bad nutrition, overweight and lack of exercise.  For some reason I believed that if I ran fast enough and worked hard enough, I would outrun my family genes.  The tiny room in the back of my brain locked with a key has kept the fear of this disease at bay even though I could hear its screaming when life quieted down. My Aunt died piece by piece to this disease.  First a heart attack and quadruple by-pass.  Then a toe.  Next a foot.  Legs came next along with more heart attacks.  Kidneys shutting down.  She died very young. When I was little, my Aunt Ally gave herself s...